UPDATED: 3 / 13 / 2026
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I haven’t been updating a lot this year and I am sorry for that. I have been having issues physically mentally and emotionally this past year. All my mistakes, all my regrets all my bad decisions. I have been seeking help through therapy and specialists. It got especially bad this last month (Nov 16th) when I got into an accident. I got hit in the head causing a severe concussion that put me into the emergency room multiple times over the last few weeks. Another complication that I didn’t realize at the time was my back right bottom molar had gotten cracked below the gum line causing it to get abscessed (infected) that infection spread to my jaw. Causing me to have to have that tooth extracted (Nov 26th). I have had an overbite my whole life but now some teeth are shifting internally impacting my teeth are now off and causing ulcers in my back gums. causing a lot of pain when I eat and severe migraines that do not go away even with medication. When extracted nerve damage was caused to my face leaving it partially numb so when I eat or sleep Ive been chewing on the inside of my mouth (gums). I will need to have some corrections done and an implant put in after I heal enough. I have never had issues like this before getting hit in the head or issues with my teeth so this is very disorienting and I wanted to express my gratitude immensely for the understanding and patience of my customers and friends this has been extremely embarrassing to me.
Update posts from my telegram group: ” Howdy y’all how you doing. I got blunt force trauma hit in the head really hard temple area by someone’s elbow while they got “crowd surfed” at a concert and I ended up in the emergency room two different times yesterday they did an MRI and there’s nothing internal thankfully but. I am still recovering and taking prescription medication. I sustained a really bad concussion super painful and have been having a lot of issues periodically with talking, eating, walking since but getting better. I wanted to wait till I got updates before I posted this”
“So I went to the dentist who then immediately referred me to a specialist oral surgeon they thought I had a jaw factor appears not tho but they don’t really understand what’s going on. Post trauma from the accident? My gums are like Swelling up and growing over my teeth on right side and disintegrating there’s tons of blood coming out of my mouth and like this brown fluid I guess an infection no one really knows I have to go back tomorrow to be sedated and they’re going to drain the fluid my face is all swollen I can’t eat anything whatsoever extreme amounts of pain ant or en my mouth much I don’t know what’s going on entirely that’s the update”
“After going to the ER three times this week and 6 doctors/dentists/oral specialists these medical bills are going to be a bit over overwhelming… for sure
I really appreciate if anyone wants to place any plush commissions right now to help me or donate any money any thing big help I greaty appreciate it just PM me if so thank you.”
“A tooth got cracked below the gum line (from the accident last week) and destroyed fragmented. my gums and jaw are infected from that tooth and disintegrating around them the tooth couldn’t be saved and had to be removed I’m in unimaginable amounts of pain. So not only did I suffer a pretty bad concussion I also got a fractured destroyed tooth from it as a bonus”
“Update: I’ve been doing really bad. Might go back to the emergency room. My teeth have been hurting immensely my head has been hurting unimaginably medication isn’t helping very disorienting.”
Relapsed on Dec 17th “liver clot” developed at the extracted site. I had to go back to the oral surgeon for assistance and more medication. My mouth has some graphic things going on right now and lots of blood free flowing very painful.
“Yes I don’t even know how to articulate my frustration I had an appointment with the dentist today who immediately denied seeing me the referring me to the oral surgeon because they’re the ones that extracted my tooth and then the oral surgeon was trying to refuse see me referred me back to the hospital what the f* that makes negative sense there’s nothing the hospital would do for me what the f* is going on I convinced them now I have to go back to the oral surgeon which was outsourced to Winter Haven so it’s an hour drive I’ll give you guys updates wish me luck my clot is reforming and it’s getting really painful again”
I am recovering now and returning back to modding as much as possible currently.
3/13/2026 UPDATE:
Unfortunate I was lead astray by multiple specialists for months. I vocalized concerns of issues, pain, complications I was having with my mouth and teeth for months and was told everything was going to be fine and that I was recovering well it wasn’t correct.
I have developed Periapical Radiolucency stemming from the backside root of my bottom right molar #30 (Adjacent to where my molar #31 [infected] was removed.)
These specialists (Oral surgeons, periodontist) I sought out help from misinformed me stating this was just feelings of recovery from trauma. So I believed them and for months its been getting worse. You know that FEELING when you FEEL like something is really wrong inside of your OWN body but then MULTIPLE DOCTORS tell you you’re WRONG and that everything is and will be fine it CONFUSES YOU.
APPARENTLY for MONTHS since the accident hit that area of my mouth it killed one of the two root nerves inside of my tooth and since one of the two is alive and the other is dead my tooth has been dying and spreading pulp necrosis causing even more inflammation, bacteria respeading infection and effecting my tooth and more nerves in my face. A Biopsy was done TODAY and being sent off I hope I didn’t get oral fucking cancer or something worse from this shit but I will update once I find out results. I am B E Y O N D PISSED.
I HAVE NOT BEEN DOING GOOD PHYSICALLY MENTALLY OR EMOTIONALLY.
WARNING GRAPHIC IMAGES AND VIDEOS AHEAD:
WARNING GRAPHIC NEW IMAGE INSIDE OF MY MOUTH. (bleeding!)
WARNING GRAPHIC 3/13/26 Mouth Biopsy
WARNING GRAPHIC Xray my tooth is rip. (periapical radiolucency)
Ill be transparent with yall I am struggling really bad and any bit helps if you would like to help donate towards medical bills here is my paypal https://www.paypal.com/biz/profile/hawtfur
